Celine, my ex jjc classmate, upon learning PL's matter, asked me to accompany her to the wake to pay her last respect to him. I was 100percent reluctant because i dont want to go through all the sadness again. Ultimately we still went yesterday, together with Jasmine & Peiwen2, Timothy & his friend. Since there were lesser people in the afternoon, we managed to speak to his auntie who filled us in more details.



After some thinking, despite being not so close to him, i sorted out why i was feeling so upset & disturbed by this incident. Most importantly i think i felt very regret that i didnt even return any greetings all these times whenever he asked my brother about me. In our perspective, it may be redundant. In the position of the person who asked, they might feel not appreciated. It may not be only me, it may apply to all his friends whom hes concerned about.


And i believed he often asked about me because we were once "people on the same boat".

During my basketball peak period, it was also the lows of my studies. When he thought i went to a jc, he was happy for me and said that he wanted to go as well. Hes really a nice guy in everybody's eyes. sigh. In june i still saw him once on the streets but i was too far to call him.

Thats the last time we met. No, i saw him.
Today its his incremation; Rest In Peace friend.