Of thy sorrow be not too sad, of thy joy be not too glad.

Everytime i learn something.
As the saying goes “经一事 长一智”.
No matter it was good or bad, im always thankful to the heaven, the world, the people, and everything i came in contact with. The good does not necessary last as the bad does not always reflect the negative. Life is all about experiencing and learning. Dont matter too much about the positivity & negativity. The journey of life has no borders. Something bad happen today might be of some great help 50 years old down the road. You might not know. Forget the love ones who hurts you, and never hurt those who love you. Yomshim haeyo.

In the past 3 years of my education journey, i met a very awful setback once. Then one day as i was shopping, i saw this encouraging poster in the bookshop. It read:
"L I F E
In the midst of difficulties lie opportunities. Never Give Up!"
Just nice, i caught a movie few weeks before. The female lead said this to the male lead. "Theres a turning alley down the corner." Thus this particular poster was extremely meaningful to me that it was running aloud in my mind. So i bought the poster home and pasted it on the wall of my desk. A word before is worth two behind. Kudae, Whenever i felt like quitting, i'll look at the words on the poster which constantly reminding me, spurring me to go on. Nonetheless, the friends who were always there for me. Komowoyo, Chingu!

As i was entering this entry. I was reminded by one other sad incidents. I had a little unhappiness with a longtime teammate after winning a basketball game. After washing up, i was waiting for her to go home together as usual since most other teammate were going the other way. Never to think she was no where to be found then. On my way home, i spot her with 2 seniors from afar. That really made me very upset, all the more when people were seen laughing away on their way home, especially after a victory on the court.

Upon that, i felt very lonely & awful in the heart. Ive been feeling that friend is very cruel. Maybe due to the fact that it was the FIRST time i left a court alone after winning a game. Wasnt i weak? Haha, dont laugh at me. Assume its someone whom u really treasure. Nothing worst than a familiar enemy. That really gonna hurts. =) appayo. chongmallo. In addition, i was young & immature. The venue where we played the game was very far from my house too. Out of a moment of anger, i flagged a cab to home straight away. Even the fare was going to cost near 20$ (20$ unnecessary transport fee was considered ALOT to me then). pissayo pissayo kurochitman nothing matters more than my pride. Everything is okay but dont hurt my pride. Since a child, ive been fending this ego of mine. Never ever think for a second to try hurting it. Cruelty deserves no mercy. Im nice, yes. But dont 'fierce' me, i'll be nasty and you'll be sorry. Either, thats the end for you & me. kuenasseo.

Thanks to that incident, that i told myself. How nice if i were to have a car to drive off now. It was that moment the driving idea came to mind. Note, although it was not an encouragement which i was reminded after that few months. Almost had forgotten about that incident, if not for today's entry sharing. Soon learnt, soon forgotten. Certainly im much more thankful to the incident which occurred, never the people involved. All the time, it has been.

A few years later today. Ive really aged alot in my thinking (Theres room for improvement though) So much that, even on appearance-wise. For the next few years when i dont wish to be called AUNTIE-for-goodness-sake, i decided that i should start preening myself. I dont know when i'll begin it but i know i have to. otto katji.

The first step is always too heavy to get started.
That goes the same to my Microeconomics. I must really take time off to revise. If not i can foresee that i'll fail that subject when the results were released. JIAYOU EVON! omo. my korean class too. Till dad recover fully, if not.....

In the multiple principle, a little alteration in the present can affect something big in the future. Mend it! Mullonijo, Arraseyo?