I want to watch ABA basketball matches and the slinger's games!
Also the movies, Enchanted & The Golden Compass!!

And tomorrow night im attending the concert;
Lavender Night: An Evening of Music with Purple Phoenix Ladies' Ensemble. Cant wait! Im so excited. Its the most expensive seats too, thanks to geraldine jiejie!

But with the ABA matches clashing with the Lavender night, i doubt i'll be able to catch AOSHEN team! Darnit. The average heights of the dudes are 2m.. and seriously its going to be one intense bravo match. omo, why dickson has work till 8pm, why sweeling has to attending wedding dinner, why edmund is in hongkong, why sokfong has basketball match, why zuer couldnt make it, why peiwen has something on, why shuying is going out, why i dont want ask others who i should ask to watch the basketball match today, and tomorrow yet i couldnt make it~ I think heaven wants me to stop getting myself involved with basketball. MUST BE.


And what the heck. Im lacking revision too. Mark Harris picked me twice yesterday in the lecture. But everytime he brought the mic right infront(close) to you, your mind will just go blank. Not to mention im already weak in microeconomics. The last time he was asking me if thats the "Dont-pick-me-look" so i wont get asked to answer his questions. I nodded profusely. SEE! ARGH. I really dont want to appear so coward in his lecture. I want to answer those questions and speak up. Thats then me. BUT BUT BUT i was really lagging behind for October ive been too busy tending to my dad. Its a little difficult to catch up on the new topic yet i have to read up the previous lectures. OMO. SAVE ME. PLEASEEEE WORK NOW if not ITS HELL WHEN APRIL COMES.


SIGH. Then ive got sooo much stuff to do. Like sunday im going to meet up with narimah and cecilia. Its been months since i last seen them, so very happy about the meetup. BUT im so afraid i couldnt make it last minute. That is why i always dont arrange to meet anyone else on weekend in the day. Hope everything goes well. Then Karen asked me on saturday if i wannt go for the korean second level. I told her probably Jan we can go together. Now i doubt it. very unlikely that i can afford my time for korean classes. argh. WHY WHY WHY its december already. TIME PASS TOO FAST, WAY TOO FAST!!

PLEASE. I hope to find a room where i can hide myself up for my books. I really love studying and doing well. I miss the days where i fare well. I guess thats really really really ages ago. You dontknow how darn overjoyed i was when my guys told me "Dont you think she really has that undergraduate look". Hey but whats the point looking like one old dork? Nothing much inside that head of mine. Not the finance nor accounting context im sure. I miss the OLD YIWEN. YIWEN. YIWEN..

"Do you know you were like the cream of the crop in our school that time" - Mrs Ong. I still remember what mrs ong wrote in the diary which i got everyone to write for me.
"Positive attitude will lead you to success." That time i dont even understand. Attitude? Being postitive? I was just being myself. What has there to do with attitude? When i was in sec 1&2, Mingyao told me something about attitude too. He said he believes alot in it. Although we didnt really keep in touch for a long time after sec2, personally i feel that hes doing very well in his life. As what he wished for, his ambition is to sign up with the army and become a successful commando/whatever name i dontknow. After his jc, he went signing up i heard and was posted to NEWZealand for a year. Time flies, on tuesday he told me hes back! Can tell how much he has missed home. Very happy he made it through the 1yr training overseas. Must be his belief which bring him through all these hardships. As for me, after umpteen failures and setbacks in the last few years, then i realised the true meaning behind mrs ong's golden words. Sigh, Too much good isnt beneficial because it blinded you from all the stories that should have been told of life. The mask was removed, right? It was not too late, i GUESS, I HOPE, I PRAY.


Tomorrow i shouldnt look tired for my law lecture too! Everytime im so sleepy that i cant perform during the tutorial time. OMO. OMO. OMO.

Hwai'ting, Hwai'ting Hwai'ting!
아자 아자 화이팅!! 나 핼 수 있어~ 그래!!