Feel like whacking myself.
Rested for two whole months yet i started a 3week TEMP JOB this week WHERE Jam is coming! So angry with myself. The last two months, i was practically shaking legs at home the whole day. Stayed in the bed till the sun was scotching hot enough to burn my buttocks. OMO OMO OMO. What a wrong choice evon! Should have worked earlierrrrrr and chase jam in aug.

I chose to accept the offer because i dont want to sacrifice, for somebody. Worst, who doesnt even know you~ Occasionally i have to be rational ~ as i only have myself to rely on.


~ ~ It was an abrupt thought on a thursday afternoon that i decided to send in my resume. It goes like this. An hour before i started getting my resume sent out; I received a call from the auntie, an ex-colleague from my attachment. Yes the company which i was posted to when i was in my previous school. Very happy that they are still interested to have me back when they are short-handed. That colleague always raked that up. Asking if i want to go back and work for them. Funny thing is she always remind me of the uncovered romances between me and ~~~. When i was supposed to send in my resume.My mind went on to battle about the pros and cons. No town area; considering that its so expensive in the morning. Plus i dont want to erase the good old memories i have over there with the forecoming stress and .. So i tried online for a job located nearer. 20minutes after i sent in my resume, i received a call.


THEN now i felt so damned!


Right, we get on with our life, they get on with theirs when time passed. But the heartpain sank in because i was so free the last two months~ Although ok, i might be a little busy everyday, im sure i could afford a week for him. I like his songs that much~ Someone not to be missed~ Like michael jackson for his 'childrens' worldwide. I was referring to his fans. We have to give up a benefit in exchange for another benefit. This is a definition for consideration in Contract Law~


So tired. Each time i work, i take great pride and dedicate the whole of my time in the company to my work. Im really exhausted but i wont sleep well without getting the above off my chest. Ya probably i just want somebody to say im a fool. NO NO. to be concerned. Something i think im very lacked of. Anyway i just said. Im always on my own. left. As much as i do enjoy such moments. No choice. Good luck for my korean oral test tmr. I haven even started memorising. BUt i think i should be able to do it well~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ annyeong.


MAMA , ive just killed a man
pulled a trigger down his head....
MAMA, oOOoooo.
An extract from the song. Bohemian Rhapsody

i like it so much. Probably not the lyrics.
made me cry.