FCUKED up system.


I almost wish there were some holes i can bury my head in.
some paper bags that were used on the criminals.
or wish i didnt have so much courage to sit in the middle of the lectures.

My results is still withheld. I had paid all relevant fees. But the Uni admin had a problem. It didnt record properly the payment i had earlier on made in JUNE.

Hence the Uni wasnt able to issue me a receipt for the payment for the school fees for 2008/09. Every student knows the fact that the school forbidded student to attend lecture nor collect notes if they didnt pay the school fee.

Oh well mines a few of the exceptional case. I could attend lectures but not allowed to collect the notes. I went to the lecture today, hoping that it would be similar to the lecture on monday, when i skimmed through the admin registration and gotten my notes. To my disappointment, the security on the registration is quite tight. I told the indian girl at the desk bout my case.

"WHAT? OH YOU HAVEN PAY SCHOOL FEES AH?" Very loud, spreading her nostrils. God.

Do you know that time there is a very long queue behind me. Why made it out like i cant fork out the fcuking school fees. KNN. Not i dont want to pay. I want to pay, the school also cant do anything about it. I explained myself for the third time. No, its because my results were unavailable, hence....

"NO, you didnt pay school fees, so CANNOT." "NO"
FCUKED. So pissed can.

while the guy seated beside was very nice, he just smiled. During break, he talked to me further. He told me that he understand my situation and hoped he can help me. But he was unable to as he had to follow the instructions .. At least he didnt look so shocked like the abu neh neh.

Today the notes given were very thick and were packed in a plastic bag. It was extremely obvious that you have no notes if you didnt hold the plastic bag. Nonetheless, I walked in to the lecture, still. Hoping that i can at least catch up with the lecture, without any.

"SEE, this kind of people is who haven pay school fees one. Neh"

Like one abu neh neh isnt enough. WAHKAO. I heard a bitch lamenting this when i was walking down the stairs to find a seat. This totally ate me up. Feeling so awful can.

KNN KNN. Holy Shit!

If you are ignorant, i dont blame you. Just kindly shut the fuck up. Dont act like you know alot. Trying so hard to dig unwarranted facts when you are with your mates, to make them like you. To make them laugh at your jokes. I didnt hear them giggling. Immature fcuked. Save your groundless allegation.

when i came home. I received an email from the london side. They apologized for not updating their system when i pay the fees for a certain law unit online. Whats the use. I'd long foresee such a situation in the lecture. Thats why ive been pressing the school & the RELC last week. My pride problem and the delay in payment. and the lack of vigour to revise in the first week. Damn.

That pair of stupid eyes, staring you. and thought oh my god you're so poor you cant afford the school fees why you bother to come face. I just feel like whacking some cowdung on their face.

enough said.





what a darn bad start of the week for school opening.