There are a number of piano (theres one with violin!) recital concerts and orchestras in november - december! Currently im browsing through the list and am battling which one to go. You know~ financial depression is not only affecting the market but its gonna have its effect on us soon. We are supposed to retain more cash in our pockets, so i have to make my decisions wisely. So many . Really. Feel like attending most of them but . . with the factors time and money in mind~ but am really very high now. Just imagining the events, i already got myself excited! And now im considering to attend some of the concerts alone and some with friends. But who to ask? ~ i'll need some different mates to go with if im going a few. i hope annie's free! Shuying might be interested but shes in australia.. hey shes coming back in Dec if im not wrong . . gonna plan and ask if she'll be free to spare me one night during her break back. Hold on, if im gonna attend a few, its gonna be a few hundred bucks indulgence. Alright, maybe just plan it within a hundred budget. Sweeping the cheapest seats and enjoying the student discount if theres one.

And now im listening to Jay Chou's Secret movie OST. I like the duo play and the secret (not the singing version) alot. For the duo play, it requires two players on the piano. Now im forcing my sister to learn the part 2 so we can play the whole song together. Then she said shes not interested. only 3 pages score leh. So damn. i dont know why her major interest in musical plays instead of piano. Im insisting that she has to change her interest, so she could attend the recitals and orchestra performances with me. I hope i hope she will . . its almost 12 am and i feel like learning the duo play now! Going to make my notes on the score~~~ haha. so lousy right.

In the afternoon i drew my favourite, sunflower. I feel like uploading it but my scanner is spoilt. Its, really not so bad given that im sucky in arts. Since i cant, probably.. i'll just have it stick on the wall. Now i regret having it on a rough paper. Behind was some sketches and words~ Yet when im given a good blank piece of white paper, nothing decent comes out of me. why.



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