its the first time im not getting myself that prepared for Chinese New Year.

too much homework!
assignments assignments. this few weeks ive to meet the datelines with at least 5000 words.
yet too much redundant thoughts came clashing at the same time.


im supposed to, find my answer that night and leave.
Instead, we left it hanging.
back to question mark again.

Dont know why im spending time nurturing ours yet i know you will not going to be there. im not supposed, not supposed to be like this. The progress is creating an emotional intensity and upheaval for me. Im supposed to be nonchanlant over it. Infact my life has the abillity to make me forget. Merely im reminded of you, whenever im cooped at home, compelled to finish all the datelines for school. damn school. what should i do with you.