"its the darkest before dawn."
To spur me going on, jeff will often ring these words around my ears. Each time he said it, i have different enlightenment.



no matter how bright the lamp is, the sky is still overcast. We can only wait for dawn to break, rays of hope will come.


I like the streets. i enjoy serenity. makes me feel.


brooding brooding.

well.

im very much a sentimental person. when some people seriously lack of it, i own too much. indeed i was enjoying the night till a car came pulling up behind me. It was a couple. Immediately they parked their car, they began hugging and peaking on the lips as they talk. i dont mean to peep but everything is as apparent as it was through the rear view mirror. Initially i was looking at the car because drivers tend to have this anxiety when somebody parked behind you, just worrying if they'll bang your car. so i witness everything. But well they upset me because they reminded me of a hog. cant imagine, my tears rolling almost instantly.