im still thinking of you.

you only.
never ever did i really let go yet.

which i dont think i ever will.
i revisited the memory lanes.
andd find myself confused of
our position.

our friendship.
my feelings.
it was probably an impulse that i made new decisions on my own

without alerting you

i dont know

those upsets shouldnt been there

our roads shouldnt even crossed

occasionally i still feel pretty much a young kid inside

unable to judge with rationales.

even if you are by my side now

i have no idea how to handle you

because i never include you in my future

for i see the present; needed presence.