I hope its my problem only.
Initially i wasnt really caring about anything else other than working my heads off at my desk. Then things between us began to awkward. We werent really speaking then.
Erms. We did, in the beginning. Except i wasnt responding to him. He look very quiet and very very gentlemen yet he speaks like a bee to flower to most of the girls. And has a voice of very nice speaking tone. So i thought i dont want to talk too much. But then. hes attractive. Amazingly eye-catching, despite his honest look. And im so sure almost every OL, OA in the company like engaging his help so much. At first, i thought hes a random someone around till i begin to take notice of him as i learn about his age. I mistook him as a 30yr old plus, someone with girlfriend or office bblossom till i learn that hes only a few yrs older than me and hes going to the same university i went to previously. That pull our profiles closer. But then, things begin to become weird. Hes rather heavy and looks kind of buff. Recently he looked slimmer. Was it my attention on him made him lose his appetite? I dont know. I hope i was imagining things. And it isnt what i thought.

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because my heart beats so fast whenever he passed by my desk. And the times hes been walking around the office has become increasingly frequent! why?!