been some time my dear blog.

After work has started, im trying my best to act like a adult. A lady. Im trying to be as feminine as possible as that bring me to a greater heights, i feel. feeling like a lady, working like a lady. These are attributes that bring you to the higher ladder. To the management level. Definitely at this stage, im still only an employee, smaller or equivalent to an executive. Hearing orders from my accountant. From my seniors.

Life somehow has been a little mundane.
Months before, i was having my own car. my own life. and was mugging stupidly hard in university for the exams, where sometimes i cant produce efficiency in my revision. I was used to being all alone. And friends got used to my rejections. To gatherings. shoppings. and meals. And now. im still very much on my own most of the time. It has been work, home, close ones, buds and my leisures. Never too much of any other friends. Recently i thought of wanting to stay home longer to practise on LOVE STORY. A pretty hard song. using up to 8 fingers for 60notes in the middle. Quite tiring for the fingers.


whenever december approached.
the cold weathers
just made me feel like snuggling up with you.
but i dont want to betray this friendship.
Lets keep it pure.