Talk bout eating, im feasting everyday. I dunno where the problem lies. After attachment, im binging like a pig for every meal, and only poo like once 2 day. Seriously its going to blow my proper diet i'd been having if it persists at this rate and im sure the needle on the weighing scale gonna lean right. So I think stress and lack of sleep are the causes of the binge. Damn for being an emotional eater. Wish me luck

Well, ive been pondering over alot of matters this one week. Definitely not like people whos troubling over the issues of love. To love, its tiring, it totally work the mind out when you're thinking bout the other party 24/7. For me someone who is already well busy enough, i really had not much time to deposit my love hopes on anybody.Well at the same time now, im recalling if ive ever hurt anyone regarding the affairs of heart. I dunno. There, i frown again. Sometimes i wonder if my perceptives are very different from the average. After understanding my friends more, i actually found myself looking at the world differently from them. Probably, due to different pairs of eyes. I knew for sure there are people who share my thoughts and views out there, and that i just dont know that they are the ones. Not trying to portray myself as an unique or SPECIAL girl as what people proclaimed themselves to be, something i really find it really amusing and immature. How on earth could u tell yourself that you're special? Infact i think every individual is special because we couldnt find two persons with totally similarity (not in terms of look) in the whole universe. This simple. Okay back track, so im not sure how everything goes. So each time i clear my vision and look at the earth again, i had a different experience.

Sometimes thing looked as simple as it is as you are there, breathing, sitting around at the coffeeshop drinking your coffee, but from another view of the world, its a neighbourhood where there this coffeeshop with alot customers drinking coffee or even beers over table with some groups of them cheering for the white team in the TV set. If not it'd be a country where its free from wars and natural disasters, then its citizens are having their very own lifestyle, with some already in bed, some at town, a portion of it night working, then a few out at the coffeeshop chilling. Maybe its because i watched too many documentaries on Animal Planets and National Geographic channels. You know. The cause of dinosaurs' major massacre, recent biggest disasters on earth ever;tsunami, hurrianes, volcanoes eruption, Extreme survival on Africa Land; how the predators pounce on its prey, Crocodiles . . Alot.

I think to live is awesome.