Monday, 21 May 2007

Lay on my desk are the two books Sokfong got for me from Taiwan.
MitchAlbom's For One More Day & Korean Drama Novel: 18-29


Infact, I had her to help me purchase the books as they cost cheaper in Taiwan. Yet she said they were gifts for me. Refusing to accept my money. How sweet of her. When i receive things in my wishlist, i just feel more elated than receiving something else. I knew i can get Mitch Albom's locally. But. Mine a little more special, airflown from Taiwan in Sokfong's hands. Then had a little chat with her as i walked her to the Dentist. Hope to catch up with her soon when time permits.

Thinking about it. I got quite a number of close friends who are extremely cool, and sweet. They always got me souvenirs when they are overseas. Not that im after the gifts. Im more happy with the fact that they thought about me. Even if its some sweets, or that they didnt get anything and tell me "I wanted to get something for you but i just couldnt find anything good". It'll just do fine & i'll be contented. Too bad for them, i dont travel that much. They wont mind about this anyway. Because they are friends, MY friends.

MY friends are so cool too because they . . they aint the typical ones you see around. Not many people managed viable on my close buddies list. They possessed qualities you cant really find on just another. They are extremely, nice. There was a period when i was being foolish and was being kind to everyone. I asked for gathering. I sent cards. I expressed my concern. I was thinking about getting them birthday gifts that i spent hours shopping for one. Yet i gave up and didnt get anything because i dont know what to buy. Till today, they dont know about it. Since i didnt let anyone know. Of course besties do receive much better treatment, all the time.

Then it struck on me that thats the end when people turned their back on you. Its the best that we dont anticipate for any returns. For now i dont even want to give a damn for people who are wasting my time. Its fine you dont like me, because i also dont like you. Im very much happy with my life currently.

Last thing to bemoan. I was really overjoyed for being able to breakfree from poly. As if i was confined for a long long time and now i get to see daylight. It has been 2 months since i celebrated this. Furthermore, I was harsh on myself by making a pact with myself for undertaking stuffs which made me so busy. I was alittle distress now again, because examination is 2 weeks away. No more plays, gotta mug mug mug. Till then, i could have some fun. I pray. Hwai'ting!

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