In microeconomics, lemons are the bad quality, plum are the good ones.

Lets leave the plums out since theyve been good.

Money is very important. When you have none of it, you can do nothing. Literally really, its going to be nothing.

If i have

No money.

DOESNT possess certain expensive items like what everyone has. (eg. handphone. though it is more of a necessity to teenager these days. mp3s/(ipod), nice watch, shoes bags and these mean i have no money to preen myself. I wore cheap stuff on me. When i meant cheap stuff, it meant shirts more torn than what you saw on the beggar in the movie. Bags and shoes more filthy than what is being portrayed in JackNeo's HomeRun. No worries though, as poor and lousy im going to turn out, im clean and carry no odour. How about it? I cant go out to lunch because i didnt have a wallet, i have no pennies. I cant indulge in whatever the man around me does. Till then, will the branches still grow and bridge the lemons to me? Ultimately are they going to become plums? (Do plums even origins from lemons?)

And the sad truth is i noticed in life, its about winning over people with better quality, no matter is it an item you owned or a special character out of your personality. Its a lose or win situation that applies to every every single thing. And everyone was thinking they did appear to have such luxurious items, when infact they dont seem at all luxurious anymore as those had become a normal good over the test of time. And that one dont seem to glow that much with a brand new phone, clothes, bags, hairstyles nor any latest electronic gadget anymore. Because times improved, these items which were seen as a plus point on the younger ones had just equate out and loses its value.

Till then.

what do you still hold to win over people. emotions.

i dontknow.

I know its unfair to the ones who are the plums. And to be frank i have a number of plums.

However, i really seriously think there is no plum designated for me out there in the whole world. It may sound a little exaggerating as i am the one who chose to deviate.

I thought about the patients. the more unfortunate ones lying on the bed. Those who are disabled. who are extremely sick. If you me he she were one of them, would anyone bother to visit you? Keeping in touch with you? No.

Its only when people provide a certain support for you, then you stay connected with them.

Intangibles values are included. People provide you with support, encouragements, nice words, make you feel you are still living when they talk to you because you have one more people to converse with. What if i could not even provide these intangible services. And im already somebody who dont have much to offer.

Pathetic i see it. This is a critical indepth evaluation about the dimension im living in. There was no practical overrule i can think of to disagree with this.