The festive season is coming! ive been feeling it in the weather these days. Shopping centres and the streets also plurge into action with the christmas decorations done up. and this is always true for me. I always feel lazy during this period of the year and its gonna stretch beyond Chinese New Year. Just sit around, shop. eat and enjoy. But then for me whos having a whole semester year, only to have the holidays during the summer break, i cant afford the slack attitude! Had a taste of the how the aftermath gonna turn out the first year~ no more please. So this means i have to revise doubly doubly harder in november so i can enjoy end december all the way to feb next year. Otherwise the prelims in march is gonna take its toll on me in the few weeks again, making me look old and frail.

so infuriating. as much as i always wanted to work, so hard. i just feel too tired to. Must really watch my activities. I love the weekend alot but everytime it pass too fast for me to do anything. Since the bball on thurs~ we went tonning at the dam again.. Play cards and talk till dawn. then it made me sleep till the afternoon the two days after. So basically i didnt do much work again~~ and this morning, i woke at 3am to look for food~ its not even morning. After that, called up the guys to accompany me to stroll ~ cuz i dont want to sleep on a full stomach.. and we walked all the way to chongpang for the nasilemak and chat till morning. No no, they ate, i didnt eat again. Later switched to the market for the tou huay drinks and you tiao. Was supposed to walk, not sit and eat~~~ then i slept the whole afternoon today. Just now i was looking at myself in the mirror and found that i was not looking good. Dark eyebags were coming back after a short 4 weeks. My weight is rebouncing. I didnt run this 2 weeks. Stress (studies) and late night aint healthy. gonna kick them off. And everytime at a time like these, i feel like having my hair chopped. Ive been wanting to cut it short. It was the hairdresser's fault. In sept when i went to have a hair trim, im so bent to have a short hairstyle. Then he asked me to keep my wavy hair long~ He saiid its the trend and people are spending hundreds of dollars for it. .. so if i were going for a haircut again this week, im not gonna give face to the hairdresser whos gonna made me change my decision. My friend said that at 20+s, girls should just keep the length for more feminine look. But since i'll need that kind of hair length when i work, i might as well keep it short for the time being, while im still a student. Probably a classic bob. Coincidentally, its gonna be one of the most wanted hairstyle for 2009. maybe you should have one too.



i was jokingly-telling my friends off for always asking me out in the night. (ok i admit i love night activities, morning activities too!) because it really gonna take time to switch back to a healthier body clock. And with one of them going to serve NS and another one enrolling into uni in jan, im gonna get quite lonely in the night if the gathering is gonna get less frequent. Lonely because after too much fun together, even if you are out there with your other friends in the future, you'll still find certain parts of your life missing. Now the graph is pulled in again. Neh, that peak, decreasing, recession and peak graph. haha, ok i think the main priority worries i should get concern is not my social welfare.


im considering to sell off my honda. Its really enjoyable to travel around in a car but economically i think there are certain 'idle periods' to the machine that i wasnt fully utililizing the benefits of having a car during this period. im the only driver, so most of the time when i was studying or at my stuff, usually, the car was left in the carpark~ comparing to the distance travelled and the car at an idle mode, its almost 4: 6. If my dad is passing responsibility of the installments to me when i start working, im gonna get reluctant to. For a women, its important to have savings in the bank or an apartment of your own as you grow. Not a car. Cuz it depreciates and you'll never ever get the value back. Plus if im working in the CBD area, its not gonna worth it. This is my perception since i was a teenager. and i dont think i want to change it for the materiality sake. I know people might say got car also dont want. Sometimes people couldnt afford a car because of the downpayment, not the installments. and now im having one yet i dont want to keep the installments going~ yes and afterall im not those darn wealthy people. If i started driving since i was a late teens, im gonna miss out quite alot. And now im missing quite alot already. i believe, if im willing to work hard, even if im old, i can still get a 2nd car for my travelling when walking is getting tiring for me the old lady. i'd prefer to have one coming slowly, cuz you'll treasure it more than you'll ever do. Of course its better if every year from now if i didnt sell it, i can keep upgrading my car. Like from a small car to medium class to a big car then to a sports car then to a expensive sports car. but who can guarantee it? Plus im going to take the ACCA (accounting professional course which is equivalent to a master in accounts) and intend to enrol into one prestigious college for the master of science for in finance after i graduate from my bachelorofscience course. That needed so much money from me can. omo. Thats what might be for me in the future. Currently, the pros and cons are having a balance. Because there are also 293803534890 benefits im receiving from it. In order to have one graph that hikes, im considering ~ ~ ~ ~.