heaven. whats happening.


Just when i smsed him in the day that im leaving him his heart finally, for good. Wanting to end everything on a happier note, return things to the absolute spot. We came to talk again in the night and suddenly he needed me to go over to him immediately, because hes upset. Right away i put down what i have on hands and rushed to him like a lark. As usual, spent the night together just like the other days except ytd. Hes being very sweet to me again. Sometimes i really dont know whats going on between us. Seemed like it was a trick of fate, pulling us together as soon as we turn our back at each other. He also didnt want to give me an exit didnt he. How could he, be so blithe ignorant of the real situation which is going around too. About what we are going to end up. Alright, hes a buddy whom i have known long enough, whos being confused about his fckued life right now. Yet i chose to admit liking him at such an hour, currently. It was like we used to like each other at a distance. but then now as we grew older, its progressing. We are progressing. At times when i saw his forlorn eyes or heard his crestfallen tales, i'll just feel like bringing him into my arms. But then we are sisters. we are buddies. No~ I believe once i seek the light out and sorted out in within, i'll be fine soon. Him too.